The best GinaMarie I can be

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

I am not a happy camper right now at all. Well, actually, first off, I am happy that I won. I didn't want to have gone that long to get 2nd place again like last season. I was determined to make sure I would be able to get this win and I'm glad I was able to do so.

Now, we have to put two pairs up. Kristen is dead set on her pair being Andrew/Talla, which I didn't argue at all with her even though I don't fully like the idea. I like Andrew and Talla isn't that much of a threat because not many people like her at all. But, we decided that each of us would pick a pair to nominate and since that is her decision I will not argue it with her. 

So when we win, Dixie starts messaging me saying that I should put Dom and Helen up as the other pair. At first, I don't even entertain it because that wouldn't be right to do to Helen because she's away and she has helped me out with stuff and we've gotten close and all that stuff. So I basically told Dixie that I didn't want to do that because of Helen and I would rather do Ed/Shane. Well she goes on to say that they aren't threats and it would basically be a waste to put them up. 

I told Dixie, Kristen and Rhian all that my top choice is David/Sam. Why? Well, they are both threats in their own right and I want them both gone. And if they are up together than one of them has to leave and I would be thrilled with either leaving. Of course Dixie shot it down right away because her and Sam are like BFF or whatever, which is another reason why I want Sam gone. Kristen also shot it down, saying that she didn't want to see them get put up EVEN THOUGH she said she wants David out too, that means Dixie is also influencing Kristen. Rhian also said it wouldn't be smart because they could win veto. 

Meanwhile, Kristen and Dixie have been annoying the shit out of me because they really want Dom/Helen put up. First off, I don't even know if we would have the votes to get Dom out and Helen leaving would screw my game over pretty badly. I need Helen for down the road because she's a number for me and not Dixie/Sam/Kristen. But if I put her up than I run the risk of her getting pissed at me.

Kristen is annoying the shit out of me because she won't leave me alone about it. Everyone shot down what I wanted and I'm the one that fucking got us this HOH lol. David leaving isn't bad for them either, but God forbid their precious Sam runs the risk of leaving if he is put on the block. God dammit this is fucking infuriating. When Dixie was HOH she didn't listen to a word Rhian or I said and now she's trying to get me to do what she wants. The only reason I'm highly considering it is because the pairs twist kind of throws everything off, but let me assure you next time I win HOH, Dixie and Sam are going to be on the block and I cannot wait for it. Fuck them and fuck this shit. I don't do anyone's dirty work for them except my own. I can play this game.

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

I may have acted too soon in this game. Dixie is a hypocrite for calling me a tyrant because the only reason I'm pushing for Andrew to stay is because of Dixie going off on me last night for having a different opinion then her. Excuse me bitch but no one controls me.

Basically, Kristen told me the other night that she didn't have a preference who left between Talla and Andrew. So last night, everyone was messaging me and I was getting so overwhelmed and they were all asking my thoughts on the two pairs. I literally told everyone that asked that I like both Andrew and Talla so that one is hard for me. Well, Dixie found out and she was not happy at all because she wants Andrew out so bad. She went on to say that I was basically being selfish and she's also here to help Kristen and since Kristen wants Andrew gone than that's what Dixie wants. UM HELLO, when the fuck have you helped me in this game?

So basically Dixie flipped shit because I didn't agree and got in arguments with both me and Rhian. She started telling people that I was a tyrant and asked Estelle how close she is with me and all that shit. So this morning I woke up and decided I was going to flip this shit around and get andrew to stay. I want everyone against Dixie/Sam/Kristen at this point and I am using everything they've ever said to me against them. Who do they think they are pressuring me to put up a pair and then getting mad at me when I like someone that they want out. So I've gone to David, Dominic, Helen and Shane and I think I have rallied them all in and apparently Ryan is voting with us.

War is definitely brewing and it seems to be Dixie vs. GinaMarie at this point. I have more allies so it should be fun. The game is just getting started!

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

Trashing Dixie to everyone I don't even care.

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

There will be a conversation happening between Dixie and I tonight in which apologies take place. I've already talked to Kristen and settled things with her. I'll update after.

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

I look and sound like I'm making sex noises but I was too happy

[Kat]

I should make a soundboard with this video lolol

[Colby]

U didn't you drink u si ik

[Shir]

Not sure which is more entertaining? Angry reaction vids or happy ones!!!

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

Haha they are both entertaining I hope!!

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

Just wanted to give a brief update! So when Rhian won HOH her and I were talking and I told her she should put up James with Talla and she said she was thinking the same exact thing so yay! At the time, her preferred target was Talla and I was fine with whatever she wanted to do, but I always thought the smarter move would be to get James out because he's a comp threat and he actually has some allies, Talla does not. 

So Sam wins POV which wasn't bad because he would listen to Rhian. So myself/Rhian/Sam/Dixie were all talking to each other privately about the situation and it was a general consensus that the veto should be used on Talla. Before POV, we were counting the numbers to make sure James would go because Rhian wanted him gone instead which I told her I thought was better anyway. Anyway so when we were counting numbers, it seemed like there would be a good chance that Talla would leave over James, so to ensure James goes, Sam would be using and the replacement will be David. James/David are an obvious pair and its been obvious since week 1 when they tried so hard to save Drew. So whoever goes between James and David is a win-win for us, but I think we'd all rather see James goes because he's more capable in challenges than David is. 

With James out, the only real challenge threat outside of our little group is Dominic, who I'm not worried about right now. I'd actually like to see Dominic win because I think he'd target Dixie/Sam/Kristen and one of them going right now (preferably Sam) wouldn't be bad for me at all and there would be no blood on my hands. I'm starting to think that they do want to work with me because its in all of our best interests, but I can't help but think they might come after me down the line. If not now, then it will be soon and I mostly think Sam would do it before Dixie/Kristen would. Just have to keep my guard up.

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

I don't like how close Rhian is getting with Sam. I don't like it at all.

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

SHANE ASKED ME TO BE HIS VALENTINE OMG

just keep ropin em in ~

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]