Diary Room #1

[Rhian Sugden]

I can't believe I'm actually here and about to begin playing this game. It's crazy! I went back and forth on this, but at the end of the day, there's no way I was going to pass up the opportunity to have fun in this house atleast one more time. I'm going to really have my plate full this time around, so I hope I'm not disappointing when it comes to how I play the game or in how long I potentially last. It'll be a challenge, that's for sure, but I want to see how I can do even with alot of outside things working against me. Hopefully I come out victorious, whether that being the winner or surprising myself by doing decent.

I've already started talking to everyone. The only people I haven't spoken to yet are Kevin, Dom, Drew, Andrew, and Ed. I know Drew and Ed, but don't know the other three. Tomorrow, I plan on doing some research on the relationships between all of the AS. I'll be going back and seeing who liked/disliked who, how they spoke, if they ever worked together, etc. It'll be important to keep tabs on this information, this way I'll know what to say to certain to people. I want to be able to play knowing a majority of the facts, instead of playing with a blindfold. I don't have the same advantage like some of these Seasons 1-3 players, that have had the opportunity to PW and watch people play.

This season will be an interesting one for me. I'd like to find out how Ed is going to take to me, and even GinaMarie, especially after the end of last season. On top of that, my relationship with Frank. I've already had a really long chat with Frank and we seem to be okay .. but he's a good player, and I don't want to fall victim to having the wool pulled over my eyes. Everything seems fine right now and I wouldn't mind even trying to work with Frank, but we'll see. It's still really early. All I know is, I'm ready to get started and see where the game takes me!

[Pyramid Head]

Good luck!

[Rhian Sugden]

Thanks, Deanababy. ❤

[Jade Pietrantonio]

Good luck my fellow blondie

[Rhian Sugden]

Jadedoll. ❤ Thank you!

[Rhian Sugden]

Last night, I think, proved to be effective. I got to talk to a large chunk of the cast. After this morning, I'm only left with Kevin, Dominic, and Drew that I haven't spoken with. I'm not really a Drew fan, but that's basing it off outside happenings. I don't really let that determine how I interact with people though. It's like knowing who Deana and Amanda were last season, but I adored Deana in the game and Amanda wasn't that bad .. despite the constant Xtina love in the Jury. Sorry to the PW'ers who are probably going to have to endure that this season, since I see that she's decided to grace Housecalls instead of playing.

The few people that stick out to me the most are Frank, James, David, and Andrew. Those four are the ones I had the best conversations with, atleast on my end, excluding people from my own season. Frank and I have history, so it adds an awkward dynamic, but I'd love nothing more than to try and ignore that and actually work together. I think it could prove beneficial for both of us if it were to come to fruition. David seems rather intelligent to me; he's got a good head on his shoulders. Andrew is a very smart player, very socially savvy. I feel like he and I are really similar in how we speak and go about the game; we'll be a match made in heaven or we'll feud. I hope it's not the latter.

James and I were heavily talking about the twist and what it could be. My guess coming in was twists pulled from past seasons to pay them tribute, seeing as it's AS. Perhaps Season 3's division, since we have 20 people here; 10 versus 10. However, James stumbled upon an "Apocalypse" skin in the layout area of our profiles, which led to me finding Pyramid Head's "Death is coming.." custom title. I think those can only be assigned by administrators? I could be wrong. I don't know how these new boards work. So, what if the twist involves apocalyptic eliminations from time to time? That'd be a pretty intense twist.

[Rhian Sugden]

Out of everyone in the cast that I've spoken to, the least enjoyable was probably Talla? I think it's just that she's confusing. I got mixed signals based on what other people tell me about her. Frank's over here saying how Talla enjoys talking about her sex podcast, then GinaMarie is talking about how Talla deeply enjoys her job taking care of mentally handicapped children? Then I have Talla discussing alcohol with me and holding eachother's hair if we have to throw up. It's so many different things, it's odd. Which one is the real Talla? I'll keep trying with her because I'd hate to see any girls go early in this game. It's scary knowing there are tons of guys and I don't want the girls to get picked off because it's agreeable; any reason to boot someone is a reason in this house.

Kristen shares the same thoughts as me. Almost instantly, we started talking about how it would be in our best interest to try and hold off on seeing any girls leave. Of 'course we'd both agree to this as we've got tits, but you know, down the line, it'll be better if the playing field is leveled through gender. Usually gender doesn't weigh heavily on people, but better safe than sorry. GM and I were capable of sending alot of guys home back to back last season, so I'm hoping we can maybe do it again here, because this time it could really count.

As for alliances for me right now, nothing is really established yet. GM and I are official, but that's about it, and I guess Dixie and I are too. There has been talks of Dixie, Ryan, and I, possibly including Estelle in that. On top of that, also all of Season 4 sticking together. I had a long talk with Sam last night, trying to clear the air. We agreed it'd be smart to stick together for now but that we'd have to get Ed and GM talking to even have it become a reality. I spoke to Ed today and he said he'd be willing to talk to GM if she approached him, lol. I can already tell this is going to be a long season with egos and hurt feelings; it's All-Stars!

[Jade Pietrantonio]

I can already tell this is going to be a long season with egos and hurt feelings; it's All-Stars!

Welcome to all stars baby!

[Rhian Sugden]

One alliance is just about to be made official, all it needs is one more stamp of approval. The alliance was conjured up between myself, GinaMarie, Estelle, and Andrew. Andrew will be the last to approve of it, but I don't see why he wouldn't! Andrew is one of the people I've grown to like rather quickly, and that's both wonderful and scary at the same time. Pair this with the fact that Estelle is such a likable person; well, it's unnerving. Estelle is one of the people I see having alliances left, right, up top, down below, everywhere .. you get the picture. But for now, working with both she and Andrew is beneficial.

At the present moment, I have a few things annoying me. A) I haven't had a chance to talk at all with Kevin, Dominic, or Drew. Drew is apparently on very early in the morning, Kevin has yet to make an online appearance, and Dominic hasn't been on much. I'm worried because I'd hate to see any of these three win when I haven't had a chance to "woo" them in any capacity. However, with all these rumors of Dominic trying to throw Frank, Estelle, and GM to the wolves, I'd like to think he has other targets in mind over little ol' me. B) Roddy and Shane grate my nerves. I don't know what it is, but I find talking to them to be really aggravating. Roddy stops talking midway and disappears for 30 to 40 minutes at a time and Shane just can't keep a chat flowing. C) Dixie Kong. I really wish she'd try and play for real, but it seems like she just wants to troll.

Head of Household is going to be important. While I'm displaying my "Negative Nancy" persona, I should talk about the worst case scenarios. Kevin, Drew, or Dominic winning would be awful. On the upside, Kevin and Drew might not even be around and Dominic might not even nominate me .. but he'd surely nominate allies of mine. Ed and Sam winning would be horrifying. I don't really trust them despite the pleasantries and I'd really hate to feel on edge in the very first week. Lastly, Frank winning, for the same reason. I want to trust Frank and he's told me his first target is Ryan, but I still feel extremely cautious around him. All I know is, I'm going to try to win this thing. I want the power as soon as the buzzer sounds and I'll do whatever I can to ensure that.

[Pyramid Head]

Deana was a chaste clueless angel. <3 and after I fixed with Amanda on like Week 3 we became bffs. But it was a secret or supposed to be. Now Rhian on the other hand....she reminded me of berriesberries6....j/k she reminded me of AJ....j/k. I loved Rhian but the bitch was playing me. But I think you played a fantastic game and I think you should have won for sure.

[Colby]

Late to the party but good luck darlin'!

[Rhian Sugden]

Thanks, Colby! Oh my god. Spirited Away. Sootballs. ❤

[Rhian Sugden]

Last night was insane. I did not expect that. I overlooked the fact that Season 2 had that whole international styled nominations twist. I actually enjoyed it in a weird way though. I'm a huge fan of the foreign versions, so it was fun to play in an ORG and be able to do the nominations that way. I just hope that was the last time, is all! As soon as it happened, I was sort of panicky. It was nerve-wracking. I only had a minute to name my two individuals. The names that were going through my head were Ed, Drew, Sam, Frank, Kevin, and Dominic. I decided to lose Dominic because we had just spoken an hour or so before and he wasn't bad at all. I also decided not to do Frank and give him the benefit of the doubt that he wouldn't nominate me; same with Ed and Sam.

I nominated both Kevin and Drew for nominations. My reason is simple. They're the only two I haven't spoken to in this game at all. I've spoken to everyone else, and I've yet to have a single chat or PM exchange with either of those two. I gave Kevin my two points and I gave my remaining one to Drew. I would love if one of those two left the game this week. When results came around, I was so happy to find out that I wasn't nominated. I was really nervous that I would've been or that GinaMarie or Dixie could have been aswell. Luckily, we're all safe! The bad news? Estelle and Ryan are up. That kind of bums me out. I want Estelle around because she's a good ally to have and we just made that alliance! And Ryan is great to have because he'll be keeping Frank's focus.

It makes me want to puke that Drew was able to save two people and he saved Ed. I wish I had placed my one on Ed instead of Drew now, because that would've sealed Ed's fate on the block. However, the reason I didn't nominate Ed was because I felt like nobody else would, because he has quite a large amount of allies in this house. So .. if you think about it .. there was a huge chance that he wouldn't have gone home anyways because he seems comfortable at the moment. Right now, I'm just praying for Ryan and Estelle to walk away with those Veto victories. Estelle's really nervous at the moment and GinaMarie and I are trying to calm her down. The way I see it, the house is aware of the Season 2 male alliance and how they all made the F5 together; that's why the majority of them went up possibly. So, I feel like if Dominic was up there with her, he'd potentially go over her based on the winner stigma. She can totally win this Veto, though. She just needs to focus and it'll be hers.

[Rhian Sugden]

I'm a little bummed that Estelle or Ryan didn't win. That's kind of crappy! I would've liked Estelle to win, just because I know she's a little nervous facing eviction, because she thinks some of the guys are after her. I don't blame her, especially with all that crap that Dominic's been apparently spilling to people. As for Ryan, I just like the guy. I see myself being safe with him long-term so of 'course I wouldn't want to see him go. As for Drew and Joe, I don't really care about them? That sounds harsh, but that's just the reality of it. Joe's nice and all but he doesn't really do it for me and Drew just doesn't have the time.

Drew not competing in the Power of Veto competition should be enough of a sign to everyone that he should just get the clean axe from the game. He hasn't been around to socialize as much as anyone and he didn't have the time to sit down and do the challenge. This is All-Stars, babe. If you don't have the time, then you need to get to steppin'. However, Drew leaving would be a perfect scenario in a perfect world. This is the Big Brother house, and with 16 votes being casted this round, anything can happen, and I'm sure it will.

The way I see it, Kevin and Drew were the clear choices to be booted this round, as they got the most nomination points. WIth Kevin saving himself, that means that Drew is now the remaining person who got a surplus of points to be nominated. It'd be logical and make sense if he left, right? Well, Estelle is a winner and she could find herself with some votes. I personally think she's safe, because she does have friends here. I think the person that should be worried is Ryan, because he's not that sociable and there are people after him. I'm just crossing my fingers that Drew goes, because that eliminates an Ed ally.

[Rhian Sugden]

People are so stupid. Lmao. Like, why? Why are people even bothering to save Drew? It really amazes me. "Hey, let's just make this big move just because .. let's save the guy that didn't even bother doing the competition and hasn't been around for days! Yah!" It's so dumb to me. Drew, to me, is worthless. Sorry. This eleventh hour campaigning after not being on at all the days prior is just really obnoxious. He's shown that he was too busy and didn't care and then the hours leading up to eviction he's all into it and calling people bitches if they're upfront and tell him they're not keeping him. Give me a freaking break.

Honestly though, I don't care. If the band of idiots want to save Drew then by all means, save your little inactive. That's fine. Their target seems to be Joe and I don't really have much of a need for him either, to be honest. And that's why the whole thing feels silly to me. But, it does make sense as to why it's happening and who's doing it. Ed and David have been on most of this morning with Drew, the two people Drew saved, and they've been apparently trying to sway all the votes onto Joe instead, by sending PMs out and saying there's a majority when there's absolutely no proof of there being one. Either way, we'll see what happens, but I'm not changing my vote. Long hair, don't care.

In better news, an alliance is in motion consisting of myself, Kristen, Dixie, and GinaMarie! So, I'll have that one and then my one with Andrew, Estelle, and GinaMarie. Also, Shane randomly came up to me last night and was like, "You know I love you! Let's make an alliance! I feel like you love me too!" LMAO. Right. I played along and agreed to working with one another. He wanted to make a group alliance and pitched David, and I wasn't interested because I know how David seems to have loose lips and is tied up with all the gross guys I want out. So, I just said maybe it was better to keep it between us while the cast is large in order to avoid leaks. He seemed to agree; hope he's not upset!