Episode #15

[Estelle Landy]

Not sure what I'll do if I win HOH. My best bet may be to throw it... Talla told me she won't nominate me, and in return, I told her I hope she wins and something like implying she'd be safe with me. Dixie and Rhian say they want me to win, but I don't necessarily buy it since they haven't even mentioned that since I agreed to letting Frank go (if they were lying, fuck that...) lol I mean I can't be mad that they're playing to win, but it's just annoying they got me to commit to something based on a fucking lie after they act all high and mighty when people lie to them for game-related purposes. Saying you don't even want to win, or playing the friendship card is such meta-gaming that it's made this game difficult to maneuver but I'm only hoping I can make it through these last few weeks...

The only person who is safe with me if I win is Dominic. The only way he could possibly go is if I nominate Dixie vs. Talla, and Rhian wins POV - saves Dixie, and Dominic goes up -- then Dixie/Rhian have the power to evict him over Talla. If they do that, I'm going to the F2 with Talla, BUT... I could avoid this entirely by straight up nominating Dixie and Rhian. I did this to Shadow in BB: Zone AS as well, when I nominated Cherry & Holly... I wound up getting second because I went to the end with the HBCI, but at least I made it to the finals. This time I would be the HBIC to Dominic, so maybe it is in my best interest. Gah, I just don't think I can do that to Dixie and Rhian. If they really want me to win, it'd be a horrible move, but if I don't trust them (which I don't entirely) then it could be in my best interest.

I could be completely over-thinking this, but I just don't know what to do...

Blahhhh.

[Estelle Landy]

Dixie mentioned Dom in the f2 with me today without me bringing it up; I think she is down for it so I would def nom talla if I won now

[Estelle Landy]

welp, holy balls of fuck guys. Talla just won the final five HOH.........

oh my dear lord.

she said i would be safe last night so let's just see.... D:

[Estelle Landy]

Talla said people said I'm the biggest social threat... -_-

[Estelle Landy]

I actually believe that Rhian is saying these things. Dixie told me not to worry about it and that Talla is probably lying but, like Rhian not wanting to win... DOESN'T MAKE SENSE.

She had put so much work into this game and she fought so hard in challenges, and she campaigned SO hard to get me to agree to wanting Frank out... if she only wanted to roll over and die come the final 5-era... it just didn't add up. Dixie had been saying it all game, but Rhian randomly bringing it up to get me to do something she wanted... fishy. I'm pissed I bought it, but whatever. I couldn't tell her, "I don't believe you." Anyway... I dont get why they threw me under the bus, like what the hell? Why me? 1) Why not Dom? Or 2) Why not Dixie when she says she doesnt wanna win?

Anyway I told Talla Rhian/Dixie both told me they didnt wanna win and Talla was like That's not what RHian is telling me... she actually just had a DEAL with Ryan which is why she wanted to protect him

WHICH FUCKING MAKES WAY MORE SENSE THAN RHIAN NOT WANTING TO WIN...

Ugh I'm so annoyed.

Anyway Talla PM'd me like if i keep you safe iwll you save me with veto/vote to keep me at F4? and im bassically like fucking bring it on. WHY THE FUCK NOT? I can take Talla in an endurance or in a part 2 HOH if I had to. If I can keep myself off the block then WIN VETO and save DOm, then FUCK YES ILL CONSIDER TAKING TALLA TO THE FINAL 3 IF THATS WHAT THE FUCKING DEAL IS TO SAVE MYSELF AND DOM.

Ugh I am so frustrated. I feel bad for saying some of this when I have no proof anyone shit talked me, but it just makes sense I guess. :\ Gahhhhfdhvkdjs

[Estelle Landy]

Mar 27, 2014 10:49:28 GMT -5 Talla Rejaei said:

However, after talking with each of you this week and seeing how quick and seemingly painless it was for some of you to throw others under the bus actually gave me a glimmer of hope and as the Head of Household this week…  

[Estelle Landy]

but yay

just veto in the way of me and Dom in F4 <3

I promised Talla I'd keep her if I won veto at F4 but like... I'll CONSIDER it against Dixie/Rhian but no way am I evicting Dominic against her lol. Sorry tbh

[Estelle Landy]

TALLA TO ESTELLE

Mar 27, 2014 0:10:14 GMT -5 Talla Rejaei said:

Cody, 

Next week -- If you win the Veto, and you are the only voter -- Could you promise to save me next week, or no?

I really want to continue playing this game with you, but I'm trying to make the best decisions as well.  Ahh... I'm going insane and trying not to listen to too much opposition.  

ESTELLE TO TALLA

Mar 27, 2014 2:22:52 GMT -5 Estelle Landy said:

Whoa I'm just seeing this now, sorry!

If that's the deal to keep me safe this week, then you got it! I promise I would; I'd definitely love to talk to you more specifically about all of the scenarios though and see what's best for the both of us, but I promise I'd keep you next round if I won the veto.

I'm not sure if Dominic's POV advantage expires or not, but if you decide to go through with nominating/targeting him, I'd like to talk to you beforehand! I know you haven't mentioned it and may not even be considering it, but I totally understand the possibility of nominating me against him as pawn since he is probably closer to me than he is with Dixie or Rhian, but I'm just nervous if people think I'm the biggest threat left socially, that the girls would take the opportunity to get me out...

Anyway, I have class at 11:45am-3pm EST tomorrow, but you can message me on Facebook if you need to talk to me ASAP cuz I usually check that throughout class anyway lol. But I'd love to talk to you more about this if we get the chance. I'm sorry I wasn't super talkative tonight, I was mobile and then got locked out of my dorm and had to walk across campus at night alone... so I called Mariah haha.

HOME SAFE NOW THOUGH. Talk to ya soon!

ESTELLE TO TALLA (AGAIN)

Mar 27, 2014 12:49:57 GMT -5 Estelle Landy said:

Thank you so much for not nominating me!! You won't regret this. <3

I'm surprised Dom isn't up due to the advantage. Did you talk to him?

If it hasn't expired, maybe he will use it this week so he can't next...

SPARK NOTES/EXPLANATION

Okay so Talla kinda wanted to re-enforce that if I won the F4 POV that I would keep her safe which I promised if that is the deal to keep me safe this week, then sure. Is it honest? Mehh... Is it a lie? Not really. IDK. Basically, I will CONSIDER keeping her at F4, depending on the situation, which is kinda why I said I wanted to talk specific scenarios with her and run things by her, but she didn't even need that! Essentially what it comes down to, is if she is against Dominic, then sorry not sorry Talla you have to go. She has the support of Kristen/Sam/Ryan/Frank in the Jury and I can't have that against me in the F2. However, if she is nominated against Rhian(/Dixie), I may have to actually consider it. Rhian could get support from Ryan/GM/Dixie/possibly Talla/Sam/Kristen and I think she is my biggest "threat" left in this game. I am not opposed to taking Rhian out before Dixie... and if I am against Dixie, she gets Sam/Kristen/Rhian probably at least, SO for my best odds I will only consider keeping Talla if she is nominated against Dixie/Rhian. Honestly Talla's best move WOULD HAVE BEEN to nominate Dominic and prolly me lol, target and get Dom evicted, because then at F4 I probably would team up with her. But hey, she made my job a lot easier for me.

Anyway, moving forward in my response I started talking about personal things because I know that's the type of player she is. Talla is a very personal/emotional player, so if I can appeal to her emotions and her personal relationships, then I feel like that's the best shot I have -- which is also why I followed up on PM'ing her after I saw nominations. I want her to know that we can maintain an open network of communication and I know that's the type of player she respects and enjoys playing with. If I can show her that I'm willing to be that type of player toward her, I can hopefully maintain my safety. Schweeeet <3

Anyway yeah, JUST NEED THIS VETO! Ahhhh. If Dom or I win, we are going to have to strongly consider who to evict between Dixie and Rhian. I think Rhian is the bigger threat, but how pissed off would she be if we evicted her? Gahhh... That could also strike a flame in Dixie to motivate her to win in the F4/F3/F2. But if Rhian is already motivated, then what's the loss? We'll have to see! Dixie also has people like Kristen & Sam on her ass likely.

WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO

OH MAN OH MAN.

[Estelle Landy]

Can i just say i can't believe talla didnt nominate me lol

WUT. C__C

I really, really hope I win this Veto. I don't feel 110% comfortable with Rhian winning, and right now I feel like she is my main competition.

Talla told me her target is Rhian so we'll have to see what happens if I win the Veto. If Rhian wins, it's a no-brainer Dixie shall be the one to go though. I am pretty sure Dixie is going to be leaving anyway, BUT -- if Talla is targeting Rhian, I am pretty sure Dominic also wants to go through with that, sooo... awkies. If I kept Rhian, it would tie but Talla would still send her out in the tiebreaker.

Shet.

[Estelle Landy]

(well, if Rhian wins POV if I go up, I guess Rhian/Talla COULD take me out, but the fact that Talla nominated Rhian from the get-go makes me feel as though that won't happen.) I just get the feeling that Talla doesn't want to waste her HOH on Dixie going. ;_; hm.

[Estelle Landy]

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*I did not close my parenthesis in my previous post.

#GrammaPolice

[Estelle Landy]

GRAMMAR POLICE.*

omg

[Shir]

LOL

[Estelle Landy]

<3

[Estelle Landy]

dixie subtly throwing rhian under the bus to me <333333


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