Week Fifteen

[Talla Rejaei]

-- Week Fifteen --

These trifling bitches were going to target the hell out of me because I was the next in line before they got their perfect foursome wish.  I obviously had to do something to stop them in their tracks... Hehehe.

For weeks now; I've been talking about stepping up and winning a challenge and making a bold move.  For weeks! But in the back of my mind; I knew that I had the social connections to get myself out of any bind the week or HoH threw at me.  This week, I was definitely worried about the possibility that I would be evicted and had to do something -- So I threw on my Talla wig, and my favorite heels and channeled the supreme pussy!  

And I won HoH! <3 <3 

But, I'm still conflicted on what to do... Decisions, decisions...

[Talla Rejaei]

Blah... She's been boring me lately.  Our conversations have become far from copious.  We used to talk on the daily, and shoot back messages to each other multiple times a day.  The frequent communication has stopped, and it is mostly on her end because I've still been trying.  This behavior tells me that she is trying to distance herself from me so that when she evicts me, or nominates me... It's not as personal and she can justify it as a game decision.  Well, I had to beat Dixie to the punch and nominate her before she got me out.  As I mentioned in my nomination speech; I'm really not a fan of Dixie's statements that she doesn't want to win the game or be in the final two.  Although I question the authenticity of these statements, I still think it's statements that justify a nomination.  She is not my target this week, but if she leaves... I'd be fine with that.  

Dominic narrowly escaped the nomination block this week.  I feel like out of the four, he is the outsider so I wanted to keep him because I think I have the best chance of working with him and making him my final two partner.  Not only is he an outsider, but he is also someone who I've met in real life... And someone who I usually trust.  I almost chose to nominate him because I won't be able to compete in the HoH competition next week, so the Veto is going to be extremely important for me and I don't want him using his advantage and winning.  I looked at the scenario again, and decided to use his power to my advantage by offering him a deal that I would keep him safe this week, if he kept me safe next week when he wins the Power of Veto.  It's definitely a risk on my end, but if it pays off I think I have a chance at winning this game.  *Crosses Fingers*

*If I went to the final two with Dominic, of the jury... I believe I would have.  

Shane, Frank, Sam, Kristen, and Ryan (All for the fact that he didn't talk with them much, and I worked with them on a more regular basis).  This would be enough to win! <3 

Estelle was never on my mind to nominate this week.  Rhian and Dixie immediately threw Estelle under the bus to me which gave me a good talking point as to why I should work with Estelle.  She is clearly not as close to Rhian/Dixie as I thought... And I don't want to be Rhian/Dixie's HoH puppet.  :/  Estelle and I's relationship has drastically improved and I wouldn't mind going to the final two with her.  She would be a tough competitor to beat in the final two because of her social connections and friends that are on the jury, but it would still be a fun final two and ironic.  Plus; Andrew would be so happy that we worked together and made it to the end.  Haha

Rhian has never liked me, she's just been using me as her punching bag this entire game in order to get information out of Sam/Kristen, and using me as her "easy" nominee while she targets someone else.  It's rather ridiculous that she has framed our relationship as a good one in her eyes... And she's viewed me as an easy competitor and someone who she doesn't have to take seriously.  Due to the previously mentioned facts, it would be awesome if she left this week! *Dances*  She's a great physical competitor, and a huge jury threat... So this is more of a strategic decision than person, although the personal reasons are so sweet and justify an eviction! 

[Talla Rejaei]

I'm stoked that Estelle won the Power of Veto.  

From our most recent conversations -- It doesn't seem like she will be using the Power of Veto to change the nominees, and in addition will be evicting Rhian! 

I'm so happy that I took a major role in Rhian's eviction.  And I want Rhian to know that her biggest mistake in this game was lying to Talla and evicting Talla the week that I was nominated against Andrew! Don't fuck with Talla because it'll cost you the game.  <3