~ Confessionals ~

[Andrew Monaghan]

Also, I should mention that when I said the gloves are coming off with Kristen, that is mostly just a way for me to vent in my DR. Pretty much an empty threat, because I don't plan to confront her.

No need to burn that bridge yet. I don't know how connected she is in this game, so I do not intend to push her towards evicting me if I can avoid it. I know she doesn't get a vote, but I don't want her pushing her allies into evicting me if I can avoid it. I don't feel like I am by any means a lock to stay around Talla so I am fighting for survival right now.

[Andrew Monaghan]

1 second! 1 second and I would have been taken off this goddamn block!

Now I am against TALLA who I KNOW can hustle when she needs to! I am very nervous now. Very very nervous.

[Andrew Monaghan]

So the past 24 hours have kind of been a shit storm. Once it was settled that Talla/I were final nominees, it got pretty crazy in this house. It may have been quiet for a few weeks but now the game is ~on~.

At first things seemed relatively chill. I was talking to people, and I was getting vibes from them that they wanted to keep me but also did not end up in the minority. Not the best case scenario, but certainly not something to be overly alarmed about. There were two people, James and Dixie, who politely declined keeping me but I figured Talla would have at least some support. But it didn't take too long for me to start hearing that there were some people in this house who seriously wanted me out and were making a lot of waves. Those people included Kristen/Dixie/Talla.

Talla is to be expected, of course. But the Dixie thing rubbed me the wrong way. Apparently she was trying to basically force the hands of a few of her real life friends (GM/Rhian/Shane) into evicting me. I don't think it will work, but I am certainly nervous that it could on Shane.

I don't even know where to begin with trying to summarize the last 12 hours. There has been so much going on and it seems impossible to remember everything. So I will just summarize the votes that I think (hope) I will end up having, which are Estelle/Rhian/Dominic/Frank/Dave/Shane/Ryan/Helen and to a lesser extent Sam/Ed but that is looking unlikely.

Your boy Andrew has been trying his hardest to try and bring people to his side, but it has not been easy.