Diary Room #2

[Rhian Sugden]

Head of Housewhold was a little crazy. When I saw that it was Eliminator, I knew I'd either go out early or last a very long time, depending on who won what round. Luckily, Dixie and Estelle kicked it into full gear and were going for that victory. Dixie really showed her cards in this challenge, and that for one, does worry me a little. Why? Because it's already semi-passed around that Dixie and I are close. I realized this when Andrew asked me if she and I were because he had said it was a topic a few days ago that was brought to his attention. My guess would be Frank, Estelle, or Ed. I'm leaning more towards Estelle.

I honestly don't care though. This week will be another cake walk. The F3 ended up being myself, Dixie, and Kristen, 3/4 of the alliance we made before the HOH, which was flawless. Dixie took me to the end and ultimately won. She deserved it. She killed that entire competition, so I can realize that this was hers to win. However, I'm kind of wishing I did win, because I'm not that into her nomination choices. She wants Kevin up, which is one I'd like to see up and out, but I really wish she'd put up Dominic. However, Dixie absolutely refuses to stick Dominic on the block. She just isn't having it whatsoever. It's annoying.

Dixie was telling me how Roddy and Dominic are very close, and had even met in real life, and that involved with them is Andrew. If true, Andrew is such an amazing player. Like, I can't even diss his gameplay. Again, I feel like him and I are so much alike, but I don't want him being the one that plays me. If he's in all these alliances, then he might have to go sooner rather than later. But now? I don't want that. Dixie has convinced herself that if she has to make a replacement nomination, that it's going to be Andrew. No question about it.

[Rhian Sugden]

Kevin and Roddy have been nominated for eviction. I like Roddy, but he is one of the people I don't talk much to and seems to have some solid connections in the house. Kevin being up is wonderful, I just hope that he doesn't win the Power of Veto, because if he doesn't, I'm fairly sure that he's going to be the one that leaves this week. He's not a social player, but he is a physical player. If he wins this competition to save himself yet again, then I'm pretty sure he'll be hitting that block every week until he goes. He'd have proved to be such a strong, competitive player and nobody will want that around the house.

I have a :sadface: because I wasn't drawn to play in the Power of Veto. GinaMarie and I were talking about last season and how we almost never got picked to play in the early stages of the game, and we fully expect that to be a similar situation here, especially since there's 18 plus people in this house. This week Dixie is taking on her nominees, Shane, Dominic, and Talla. I'm hoping that Dixie can win it and keep her nominations the same. Dominic would potentially be the worst case scenario, because he'd likely save Roddy.

In other news, I've been trying to work my relationship with Sam. Despite eliminating both him and Ed in the Head of Household competition [luls], I think we're working at working together for a bit. As for Ed? Not a chance. I never talk to him, and that's why he, Kevin, and Dominic were at the top of my bootlist. They aren't around much, and if they are, they don't ever message you. You have to initiate every time. But for now, all I can do is what I did last week: sit around, socialize, and push for the best eviction outcome possible.

[Rhian Sugden]

For whatever reason, I like Talla [mainly because of her AJ Burman video], but every time I talk to her, I find myself confused, repulsed, etc. Today she starts telling me how she's engaged but she's allowed to run off and sleep with other people freely; and she does. Um, ew? Sexually transmitted diseases. Girl better be safe when she does all that. First off, she shouldn't even be doing that. Where's the loyalty in a relationship between two people these days? It's not my place, but I am judging her so much right now. I will say this, though. If I could crawl into the mind of any person in this house, it'd be her. She's got some crazy things going up in there and I'd like to see what she's thinking.

I've told GinaMarie about what Dixie said regarding her nominations and her replacement being Andrew. We both decided it's best not to tell Andrew in case it doesn't happen. I've also informed her to watch what she says around Andrew because Andrew is a player. What I didn't tell GinaMarie was that Dixie has also been heavily considering Frank as a replacement nomination should someone come down. Ugh. I'd be fine with Frank going, honestly, but I don't feel like he's an immediate threat to my game. Frank has his eyes on other people, atleast I'd hope so. Plus, he's with GinaMarie and she'll reign him in.

The horrible thing about Frank going up and possibly out, is that I'll probably get some blame for it. Frank will assume Dixie and I conspired against him, and then he'll leak whatever he feels like in order to stay. It would look that way to him, and it's realistic. When Dixie won Head of Household, he came running to me asking me what she was thinking right away, as if I had an idea five minutes after it happened. Same with Andrew. I'm just hoping that these nominations stay and we can just get rid of Kevin. I really don't care to see Andrew or Frank go. I feel like they're valuable to my early game.

[Rhian Sugden]

There's only so much to do in the downtime, especially when you're not participating in the Power of Veto. Last night, I decided to drink, and it wasn't really wonderful. I might of offended Dixie, but I apologized, I kept typoing to Frank, I was trying to get GinaMichael to call a guy hot, David and I talked about smoking a blunt together, I was telling people how I wanted to have Sam's child just to spite Ed, and Talla was trying to get me on cam. Never again. Like, never will I ever drink and be signed in on mobile. It's not cute. I just hope the majority found it funny and hopefully it's left at that. The end.

Dominic ended up winning the Power of Veto, which is fine. Dixie and I found out that he was potentially not going to use it, with the reason being it's a pretty clear cut decision that Kevin will be going home this week. I do think that if it wasn't, Dominic would have saved Roddy. Luckily for Andrew, that wasn't the case, because Andrew would've been the replacement. The more and more rounds pass, the more wary I feel of Andrew. I realize he's potentially well connected and everything, but who isn't? I just hope that when the time comes, I take him out before he takes me out. However, for me, that won't be anytime soon, because I have my sights set on others in the house.

I would really like to win the next Head of Household competition. There's a good chance I'd be safe with a handful of people if they won, but I'd hate to risk it and see people like Ed or Dominic win, people I don't talk to often. I just hope it's something I'm great at, because I really want to go for it and get that key. I think I'd be safe if GinaMarie, Estelle, Ryan, Kristen, Sam, Andrew, and Shane won. Everyone else, I'm not sure. It could be a toss-up. I think Frank would keep me safe potentially, and the same goes for Talla, but you never know. I'm just hoping for another easy week this early in the game, so that I can continue to position myself with people without worrying about going home.