Diary Room #5

[Rhian Sugden]

I've been deathly ill the past two days and it's really killing me. I've still tried to talk to people but the conversations haven't been as long as they usually are which bugs me because I really do try to strive for a solid social game, always. The people I almost always talk to each day know that I haven't been feeling well, so hopefully they're understanding when it comes to that. I went to the doctor's today and they told me I had a fever and diagnosed me with a sinus infection. Ugh. They gave me antibiotics and said they'll kick in within 48 hours.

Last night I went to bed rather early because of this gross infection, and of 'course I was absent for all the mayhem during the partner twist. I woke up this morning and had a ton of IMs from people asking to be my partner, but of 'course when I got onto the board, the only options left were Estelle, Ed, and Shane. The thought of ending up with Ed made me more nauseous than I already was. Thank god for Estelle though. I jumped on the opportunity to partner with her like nobody's business. I would've probably overdosed on nasal decongestants if I ended up being with Ed. I can't even fathom .. just no.

For being close to last in choosing, I got lucky in ending up with Estelle. I feel like both she and I are strong competitors and can come out on top with a high score, in whatever Head of Household could potentially be. I think the way Season 3 worked was, one pair won Head of Household, two pairs went up, then one person from each pair went home? I think? So it was a double eviction. This is scary. If Estelle and I don't win, we're like a threatening pair that someone could put up so that atleast one of us left. This is an important~ competition.

[Kat]

Sorry to hear that you're sick! Get well skeezyy R

I think you/Ed team woulda been hot ~sizzle

[Rhian Sugden]

I love Estelle .. I do, I love her so much .. but ugh, bitchface! I was honestly planning to go all night until she got back. Screw the sinus infection, screw having work the next morning .. I would've gone until she was back and tagged her in. That would've been about 6 hours by me, and she could've done however long herself. Oh well. I know she was mobile, so she did try and give an effort. I was trying to make it as easy as possible for her by posting her timetable and alerting her when her minute was coming up. When her minute was coming up at that last one, she never responded and we got eliminated.

I was talking to Shane and he told me how Ed fell asleep during their back and forth posting, which is luls. Good. I don't want Ed in power. Now the only worry for me, is Dominic. It's already appearing hard for actual partners to schedule times to both be on actual computers to post and get through the initial posting. Dominic can bypass that if he doesn't go with Helen. Luckily, GM and I thought today .. what if Helen said she could do it with Dominic? Then she threw it? That would be absolutely amazing. I would adore Helen for that. GM got in touch with Helen and Helen said she'd try and just blame her Wi-Fi.

GinaMarie is telling me right now that she is going to try her hardest at the competition. I really hope she can pull this off. I know she can. I have faith in her and Kristen. I think the only other threatening pairs are Andrew/Talla and David/Sam. Andrew and I talked about how he got partnered with Talla, but never said if he planned on going far in the challenge or throwing it. Sam and David are two people I can see working well together because they're both around at night and I feel like they'll be able to get some serious hours in.

[Colby]

Idk how I feel about your AIM status. Bend&Snap during the super bowl? I like watching Reese bend&snap to but FOOTBALL.

[Rhian Sugden]

SuperBowl Sunday? More like SuperBLONDE Sunday!

[Rhian Sugden]

If I couldn't win Head of Household, I'm glad that it was GinaMarie! GinaMarie is, without a doubt, my closest ally in this game and I feel super safe with her in power. It doesn't hurt that I'm also in Kristen's good graces, as we have an alliance with her and Dixie. With the Sexy Singles in power, this means we can see two good people leave. Hopefully. Thankfully, this is a double eviction week, and I'm glad that I should be safe from the block. I can't see Estelle or I going up whatsoever, so I'm content and feeling safe at the moment.

There was drama as soon as GinaMarie and Kristen won power. Kristen immediately said she wanted Andrew and Talla up, no question about it. Well, alright then. Then, GinaMarie says she'd like to see Shane and Ed go up, but Kristen shoots the idea down. I know that GinaMarie really wants Sam and David up because she wouldn't mind seeing either leave, but as far as I know, she didn't mention that to Kristen because Kristen would potentially run to Dixie and tell her, and Sam and Dixie are close. Kristen countered the Shane/Ed nomination with Dominic/Helen. Meanwhile, Dixie also started them too.

First of all, if Dixie is behind Kristen voicing off with comments like .. "If you put Dominic/Helen up, we can get Dominic out! Sam will tell Ed what to do! Sam will get Ed to vote Dominic out!" .. I will seriously push her out in front of a moving school bus. I don't even care. It would anger me to no end if Dixie was trying to get GinaMarie to do her dirty work in getting Dominic up, when I specifically told Dixie to put Dominic up when she was Head of Household and I got a bunch of bullshit, "No! I'm not putting Dominic up at all, so you can forget it." I feel for GinaMarie in this situation because now she's hurting her relationship with Helen because of it. This win is definitely bittersweet for her.

[Rhian Sugden]

Screw that! I wanted Estelle and I to win so bad, because we would've 100% saved Andralla from the block. Atleast, I would've pushed for that to happen to Estelle, and I think she could have sacrificed her distaste for Talla in order to save Andrew from potentially leaving. Since Estelle and I lost by one, freaking second we were introduced to a world where chaos and mayhem reign supreme. There was so much drama following the ceremony. Basically, the idea was to put up David and Sam, with Kristen wanting David out, but that fell through because Dominic got off the block and GinaMarie didn't want blood on her hands; which I told her was good .. she doesn't need a blood bath now.

GinaMarie quickly made the replacement nominations, and stuck Ed and Shane on the block. Thank god. Ed better get the hell out of this house because I'm tired of listening to his bad, sexual jokes and dealing with his overall inactiveness in the game. Then, however, was when Dixie went on a mission to try and make sure Andrew left the game. When GinaMarie said she'd prefer Andrew stay, the two got into it, and Dixie made a snide comment about how she'd get the votes to keep Ed, basically smiting us if Andrew stayed. Excuse me? I went straight to Dixie and basically asked her why, asked her why she was threatening us and wanting to do that? Like, who the hell are you? This is not your Head of Household .. get out of my face and go eat a damn Twinkie.

Dixie and I got into it. I told her if she flips the vote on Shane and Ed somehow stays, then I'm not talking to her in this game anymore and I'm over it. She knows how badly I've wanted Ed gone. Then Dixie goes on this rant about how I'm *already* asking too much in wanting Ed out, because she and I have an outside relationship and are close and he'd never go after her. Oh gee, I'm sorry .. should I be indebted to you now? Save an inactive because you know them outside the game. Awesome. Over it. Dixie is on my damn nerves and Estelle and GinaMarie are feeling the same way right about now. At this point, I honestly wouldn't mind Dixie getting the hell out of this house. She claims GinaMarie is a tyrant? She needs to look in the mirror. She's fucking Godzilla.

[Rhian Sugden]

There's a movement right now to keep Andrew in the house. My want is more fueled by the need to piss Dixie off. I don't even care. I don't know who she thinks she is, slinging around threats last night, saying if certain thing's happen, then she's going to go against us. Bye, I don't have time for you. Dominic, Helen, Estelle, Frank, David, Shane, and myself are keeping Andrew? I'm not even confident in like 2 or 3 of those votes, but GinaMarie says she has them locked up. I can still see Andrew leaving, honestly, but I'm going to vote to evict Talla because I'm stubborn and I don't want to do what Dixie asked me to do. I mean, she didn't even ask .. she more like, demanded it. What an assface.

All I know, is that next week, the right person needs to win Head of Household. I would be so in love if Andrew won Head of Household and then nominated Dixie and like, I don't know .. Kristen? Sam? It'd be flawless. Payback. Half of me is fueled for revenge, the other is trying to talk me off the ledge. I realize that I'm in good with Dixie in the big picture .. but it's like, ugh. I'm torn between two sides, two worlds. It's driving me insane. I'm just really nervous for next week .. the right person needs to win or it'll be madness all over again. This partner twist proved to be the most dramatic out of all of the twists so far.

GinaMarie and I have been talking to David this morning, telling him how Kristen was seeing if she had the votes to get him out, GM told David how Dixie was the one spreading the S1/S2 guy alliance rumor and whatnot, and that seemed to get David on board with the plan. Perhaps if David can get James? That would further our chances in making sure Talla left and Andrew stayed. David said he'd want to keep Andrew for the sole purpose that he'd go after Dixie and Kristen and not him, which is kinda' the same reason everyone has shown interest in Andrew staying. Next on the agenda is convincing Shane, telling him how Dixie threatened to evict him if Andrew stayed, and etc.