SHANE'S DIARY ROOM LOL

[Shane Meaney]

What's up bitches of the Big Brother Rise and Fall household?!
So it's Week 8 in the house and shit has hit the fan with the recent events. First off, we've got the hosts announcing that there is a competition that won't determine the hoh but will determine something else? Lol idk. At this point, I'm confused as fuck about the week. So I do this challenge and it's actually kinda fun lol. Like, I was enjoying myself even though I was sucking major balls. 
Anyway, we just found out that Frank won "hoh". Lol @ that. He chose the arena option which sends two people into an arena.



Frank chose Helen to go into the arena and then the rest of us have to vote for the second person to go in. But let's please analyze Frank's decision. If Helen had been around even just a little this week, I think I would have been put in there. There's no way Frank wasn't considering me. I mean, we NEVER TALK. And if I win HoH and he's still in the house, YOU BETTER BET THAT I'LL BE PUTTING HIS ASS UP THERE. Maybe. We'll see if anything changes by the time that comes around, which probably won't but one can dream, right? 
So I voted for Talla to go in. That was kind of like a split second decision which we all know that split second decisions are kinda blah, ya know? I kinda went with what I thought everyone else would be doing. Who knows? I guess we'll find out soon! 

I did find out that both Kristen and Dixie voted for Dom. Ugh those two. I love them. But they need to be separated yo. As well as Rhian and GM. Those two duos are probably the strongest ones in the house. And the best part about it is that they're completely against each other. But the bad thing about it is that I'm right in the middle. Eventually, I'm gonna have to pick a side and it's gonna make me a target in the other sides' eyes. But for now, I will gracefully frolic in the middle. Mwahahaha. 

[Shane Meaney]

Talla just asked me who I voted to go into the arena along with Helen and it was the most awkward thing everrrr. But I had to tell her the truth. I tried to make it very emotional so that she wouldn't be as mad. But I do feel bad. I feel like Talla really trusted me but at the same time I feel like her days are numbered and she even told me that she feels like an outcast and I actually wanna try in this game now and try to set myself up so that I'm not associated with someone who feels like they're an outcast. I want to associate myself with the big playas, ya know. That's why I'm playing a neutral game and getting along with like everyone. Lolz.

But oh well. Now I hope Talla really is the person that goes into the arena and I hope she loses. That sounds mean, but I just don't want to have to deal with Talla knowing I voted her out if she's gonna stay in the game. I could have lied, but I felt like Dixie and Kristen, who did not want to vote for Talla and who actively campaigned to keep her in the Andrew/Talla vote, would end up telling her that I voted for her anyways. Ugh, it all sucks but life will go on. 

[Shane Meaney]

WHAT LOOK GUYS


THE QUICK REPLY HAS EDIT STUFF WHAT


OH EW BUT IT'S BBCODE NOT PREVIEW

[Shane Meaney]

So unfortunately for me, Talla stayed in the game. I'm gonna try my absolute best to squeeze myself back into a neutral position, because I feel like what I did this last round really hurt my position with Dixie and Kristen and I just can't have that. Especially since Dixie is like queen bee and no one messes with queen bee. 

I'm done with this hybrid shit. I'm really confused by it lol and I have no idea what's going on and I think I'm just gonna do whatever from now on. You know what? Yeah, that sounds like a really good idea. I'll just do whatever the fuck I want!




Let's see how long this lasts, lolz. 

[Kat]

QUEEN D

[Shane Meaney]

Shir can we kick Kat out of my diary room? 

"Good luck in the challenge though, in all honesty. I don't have any hard feelings about last week -- So don't go making things awkward. 

I nominated you once, you nominated me once -- And we proved to each other that we are here to stay! Both times not getting a vote against each other. ;-)"
 -Talla

Well that was far too easy. 

[Shane Meaney]

Colby's a little bitch and won't leave me alone until I write another DR entry, so here you guys go. 

You know who I really don't like right now? Frank. Frank Frank Frank Frank. I want to win HoH and nominate that little hoebag. He needs to be put up and then evicted. I messaged him just recently and I was like HEY THANKS FOR NOT SENDING ME TO THE ARENA 

and he's like

i should have

I SHOULD HAVE? YOU SHOULD HAVE. OH HELL NO. THIS MEANS WAR FRANK. THIS MEANS WAR. 

[Shane Meaney]

These are all strong independent black women, just like me.

[Shane Meaney]

I didn't expect to do that well on the HoH competition. And yes, 27 minutes for me is good enough and it gives me satisfaction. GO ME.

I had a feeling Dixie was going to win this since this competition is right up her ally. So now all we're waiting for is to find out what the twist will be for this round. I kind of hope it's Out of Line, just to try something new and exciting, but at the same time I feel like there's more control in the international twist with the votes and all. And plus, it seems like I'm on good terms with a lot of people and I wouldn't receive any votes. Maybe. 

Anyway, Dixie wants Ryan out this week and what the Queen Bee wants, the Queen Bee gets. I honestly could care less who went this week. As long as it's not me, yo. Lolz.

And I'm happy to announce that Kristen and Dixie are not mad at me after all. At least it seems that way to me with Kristen telling me she isn't mad at me and Dixie wanting to get Ryan out this week. I'm just sitting pretty with everyone. And FRANK. Lol @ my freakout. Frank still calls me an Ass and for those of you who don't know, that was our alliance name in season 1. It's nice to see that he isn't targetting me, but seriously. We don't talk. At all. Like game talk is completely nonexistant between Frank and I, why does he talk to me like an ally lol. But that goes to show that I have good ties with pretty much the entire house. That's also a bad thing because when I'm HoH one day..............I will have good ties with pretty much the entire house........

[Shane Meaney]

I'm nommed for the 3092nd time.

[Shane Meaney]

Hola. I have officially been compared to Spencer from BB15, and that is pretty much one of the lowest points in my life, not gonna lie. Anyway, I don't know how well I'm campaigning compared to GM, but I think I've got:

4 votes is all I need for Dixie to break the tie and keep me in the house. So it seems like I do have a chance to stay in the house which really excites me!

So if this week finishes the way I want it to [with me staying in the house of course], it eliminates one of the two strong duos that we have lurking around. The other one would still be around and I feel like the only people that would do anything about it would be Dominic or Rhian. Maybe Ryan too. If Ryan wins HoH, I'm gonna tell him that Dixie wanted him out this week but couldn't take him out due to his immunity. If I were to win HoH, I would probably do a combination of Dominic, Frank, and Estelle. I love them all, but I feel like they don't need me in their plans. And if they don't need me, then I don't need them. 

[Shane Meaney]

Welllppp. Here I am at final 10. At the halfway mark. And still have no idea where I'm going with my game. Gawd, why the fuck am I in here still. I really am the Spencer of the house and that's depressing as fuck. 

The only person I could maybe win against is Ryan, but even then I doubt that. We'll see if I step it up or not.

For now I'm super elated to have made it to this point. Final 10 bitches!!! I have no idea who the five people were that voted for me. Actually I know 4 of them: Ryan, Sam, Kristen, Talla. Just don't know the fifth. Maybe Dom since Frank and Estelle seem to have voted for Glen Coco to stay? Idk. Who cares? I STAYED.

"Dixie, Sam, and Kristen are together." -Glen Coco

I thought this was 100% apparent already but I guess not. Maybe I'm not as confused as I thought? Lol I have no idea. But anyway, I'm excited to see where Glen Coco's eviction will take the rest of the house considering it SOLIDIFIED sides if they weren't already solidified. I THINK this is how the house is split right now:

vs 

And to be honest, I don't really know where Estelle goes. From my point of view, it seems like she's more on Dom's side of the house, but can't be too sure. And then of course I'm in the middle. I have connections with literally everyone. Some may be stronger than others, but they're still connections nonetheless. I'm really excited for next week, bring it on yo. 

[Shane Meaney]

RIP Shane's laptop

[Shane Meaney]

Getting mad about something that happened like weeks ago? Lol good job

[Shane Meaney]

I do want to be evicted. I can't play the rest of the game through my phone?


But I want to start drama because yolo