Diary Room #9

[Rhian Sugden]

Fuck you, Dixie.

Fuck you, Kristen.

Fuck you, Sam.

Fuck you, Talla.

Fuck you, Frank.

[Rhian Sugden]

I'm kind of a mess. Seriously. I'm a mess this round. I can admit that. I don't even know what to talk about first. I'll try and go in order. First things first, Dixie goes and wins the challenge to become "captain" of the round. Yay, right? You'd think so. Then it turns out that Ryan has immunity for getting second place and Dominic has immunity again from his box that he opened. Fan-fucking-tastic. What I said last round about the war commencing .. I was right. Here we go. The second Dixie realized that her main targets were no longer vulnerable, she instead decided to shift her attention where I desperately didn't want her to: Glen Coco. And why? Because of Frank. Frank. Just wow.

Apparently this isn't new. Frank usually never stays loyal in games, so part of me isn't surprised. Dixie showed me a log where Frank was telling her how Glen Coco wanted to take out Sam/Kristen to weaken Dixie. That asshole. It's so shitty too, because all of this afternoon Frank was going around saying that. He even said it to me, he told me that something "had to be done" about Dixie/Sam/Kristen. It's total bullshit. He twisted it all up like he was working for Dixie so she'd keep him safe. So? You know what I did? I approached Frank. I wasn't going to let him get away with this. His response to me throwing the log in his face was, "It's forged." Forged? Really? I went and told Dixie that he said she was lying and making the log up. She denied and kept telling me stuff that only Frank would've known. Then out of pure guilt, Frank logged off.

On top of that, Dixie saved Kristen .. Kristen saved Sam .. Sam saved Talla. Rofl. Fuck you all. Seriously. Then Dixie starts trying to calm me down saying she will tell Talla to pick me because she "owes" her. Get out of my face. It's insulting. The fact that my fate had to come down to some anal fisting trollop like Talla. As soon as I did get saved, I immediately went for Estelle. I don't care. I saved her so quick. Throughout most of the night, I fought Frank and Dixie, and I don't regret any portion of it, honestly. Frank can get the hell out this week, and I'd love it. Absolutely love it. Dixie can also get bent. Her little allies are gonna' drop like flies should the right people win next week. In the meantime, I'm doing my guilt-tripping in making sure Glen Coco stays this week. Dixie better find a way to rally up those votes to keep Glen Coco, especially when Frank was the one playing both sides, and that much was shown tonight.

[Rhian Sugden]

Feb 20, 2014 9:01:50 GMT -5 Talla Rejaei said:

Hi Rhian,

*High Fives*

We're safe this week! Only one more person after this week until we are on Jury!

Somebody get this skank away from me. I'm a ticking time bomb and it's only a matter of time before I go off on her. I know for a fact that had she been able to choose her own person to be "in" she would've chosen Shane and Shane probably would've saved Frank. Then guess who the bottom three would've been! Me, Glen Coco, and Estelle. Isn't that just lovely? I deeply despise this cow. If she continues to message me all fake, I'm going to drag her up and down this damn house and I'm going to love every single second of it.

[Rhian Sugden]

If Glen Coco stays this week, then it's going to be myself, Estelle, Glen Coco, and Dominic. That's the alliance. Dixie was stupid last night. She should've just let Estelle and I sink to the bottom and then got her little minions to boot Glen Coco, but I was chipping away at her to make sure she didn't. That was the worst case scenario, and I refused to see that happen. Dixie is in the mindset that she, Kristen, and Sam .. aswell as Talla, are all in the *minority* of the game, which is why they decided to side with Talla. According to her. Whatever. I don't really care. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't pissed that Dixie didn't pick me first, and instead went with Kristen. That's okay though. I've needed a reason to charge Dixie and her clan, and this is it. She trusted them more.

There is a slight possibility that Dixie did forge the logs from Frank, but I doubt it. Frank's actions last night didn't do him any favors, especially when he was confronted by Glen Coco and I. He logged off and hasn't been on since. He's just been logging on the board and that's it. Chicken shit. How's he going to goto Dixie and say that he felt "fourth" in an alliance of Estelle/Glen Coco/Me? There wasn't even an alliance between the four of us. That's what made me think that Dixie could've forged it. That she's just lying to see if anything gets confirmed. I don't care though. Either way, like I said, actions speak louder than words. Frank has done nothing to say otherwise and I'm not going to give him the benefit of the doubt in any respect. He doesn't deserve it. I want him gone.

The only people I trust more than anything in this game are Glen Coco and Estelle. The only person I like enough and want to trust enough is Dominic. Everyone else is dead to me. At this point, I'd say my chances of going far in this game are slim, because I'm done playing nice. This round was my kryptonite and that's fine. After last round's dragging and slowness, this week it's kicked up into full gear and I wouldn't want it any other way. I'm ready to fight, and if I'm going to go down, I'm going to go down swinging. You better believe it. Nobody messes with me. Nobody messes with Glen Coco. Nobody messes with Estelle. I don't care if you're shadowcatx312, it's so on.

[Rhian Sugden]

Awesome. Frank won. That's just fantastic. Not. Whatever. I should have just expected the worse case scenario because it feels all downhill from here. I'm just over the way this week is playing out. Should I just go ahead and face the fact that Glen Coco will probably walk out that door come tomorrow morning? It's so shitty. All I can tell you is this. If Glen Coco goes, then I'm going to place complete blame on Dixie. That's that. I don't care if I sound ridiculous or whatever. That bitch came into the game saying she didn't want to win, that she didn't care, and she was here to troll. She said that she was coming in to just try and help me and better my game. She's worsening my game. She's doing the complete opposite. So on that basis, I'm going to be pissed at her.

Frank and Glen Coco talked and Frank said he didn't trust me because of my relationship with Dixie. Okay, asshat. You were more so feeding information to Dixie than I ever was? So that's hilariously hypocritical. Frank's an idiot. I don't see his logic in anything that he's done this round. His excuse for saying stuff to Dixie was that he doesn't trust her, so he wants to appear useful to her so that she'll keep him safe. Um? So instead he throws the one person who probably had his back the most under the bus, and gets her nominated. Yeah, that's real genius. I can totally see what everyone meant when they said Frank literally fell into his victory in Season 1. He literally sucks at this game. He's horrid.

I asked Dixie if she was getting her minions, Kristen and Sam, to vote to keep Glen Coco, and she said that they were and said they would "last night". I threatened Dixie and told her that this better not be one of her stupid little, "I tried, but they switched last minute" excuses as soon as results are posted. She's done it to me in other games and I'm not about to deal with that shit again. If she does, then the bitch can walk home. I'll be done affiliating myself with her in every single capacity. I messaged Dominic and told him I was keeping Glen Coco. Glen Coco said Frank was keeping her [lmao]. Estelle will. All Glen Coco needs is 5 votes, 4 to tie. It's doable, but we'll see what happens. All I know is, I want the next Head of Household so, so bad. I hunger for it.