Disclaimer

[Dixie Crawford]

I never wanted to play this game and Shir/Kat really wanted me to. So did members of the cast. (Probably so that AJ wouldn't get the spot LBR) But I signed up to be a troll and have fun and not want to win. Obviously when I got angry I lost the fun but from the get go it was noted that I wasn't here to win so I do not feel I disrespected the hosts or any of you since I made that clear from day 1.

staff

Shir - I am really sorry I was such a pain to host this season. For SOME reason that I don't even remember I just put all my anger on you. I was pretty angry irl and brought it to the game and you seemed to take all the heat for it so for that I am really sorry.
Kat - same to you although I was hardly angry with you. I wasn't a fan of a lot of the rules and twists this season and I over-reacted.

AJ - Fuck off! I could only tolerate reading one of your PW posts and my game was completely different in regards to a person who didn't care to win. I told the hosts that coming in, whereas that person did not. Don't message me again please!

Jade - no need to reply I don't have time to grant an extension. jk. wtvr tho. Same for Pyramid. you aint a fan got nothing to say to ya man

Colby - you were my fave HC up until the HOH re-do. Thx for being a fan prior though I know I lost the fun in Dixie

Mariah - get out of my george foreman



Pre-Jury

Helen - I LOVE U I WISH U DIDNT DIE
James - you are cool
Andrew/Roddy - I regret everything I had to do with either of your evictions. You are two of the nicest people in this game
Joe - I don't think I had anything to do with your eviction. We were always good as far as I was concerned
Ed - I wish I voted to keep you in hindsight I flipped back and forth a lot but I did it because the votes were 100% not there and it would appease Rhian especially since you were already going
Kevin - we didnt talk sorry bout ur eviction yolo
Drew - I nommed and evicted you for wanting to go after me in Sausage Allstars if you played. IDK I figured you were coming after me but I didn't want you to go THAT early.
David - dont know u

Jury

Rhian - I haven't read your DRs but I'm sure there is some stuff I won't like. You won't like maybe two posts in mine but ultimately I trust that neither of us would have ever wanted the other gone despite what is said. ♥ u
Kristen - you are the evil twin. jk. I hope you're not mad at me but I don't think you should be.
Sam - your diary room is so high horse while you state i'm on a high horse that I can't even. It was never about ~BOW DOWN TO DIXIE BITCHES~ ~I AM UNTOUCHABLE~ it was all about helping you and Kristen. So that fact you were blind to that I don't even!
Frank - sorry if you feel I disrespected the game or took a spot you might of wanted but again I made it known and you all kept me in. I only turned on you for targeting me
GM - I probably said some mean stuff so I'm sorry in advance. Especially if it's true u werent targeting me AT ALL. But I never felt that was the case and to this day I still feel like you would have. It all goes back to the double eviction week. Prior to that you were one of my peeps
Ryan - GOT NOTHING
I don't have anything to say to the other Jurors but hi

finalists

Dom- I wish you used aim more because that definitely was your kryptonite. I was really impressed with you though. I am glad we got to play together for once. You are the bees knees <3 maybe next time I'll be playing to win too.
Estelle- congrats on winning! Sorry that i didnt vote for you but I didnt like your answers as much as I liked Doms. I know I promised you my vote and as did Rhian, at f9, but it was because you were being difficult then. At least I lived up to half of that deal in helping you get to the end. You should be more proud of winning without my vote anyways.

[Shir]

I took a lot of it personally and it upset me so much because I've never been on the receiving end of it from you before. I didn't even think it was possible.

[Ed Lower]

aww well i didn't expect you to evict me even tho u knew the votes weren't there but i understand i guess

[GinaMarie Zimmerman]

Please know I really have no issues with you! Stuff in game stays in game for me and maybe well never mesh in games but I was always mainly targeting Sam/Kristen. I did say a few times I wanted you gone but it was all very heat of the moment and would've always went after those two instead. Mainly because of how close you were with Rhian and Estelle and I did think we could work it out like I thought we did through PMing but I don't blame you for not trusting me after the partner round.

Not hate from this mate! I consider you a friend so there!

[KEVIN]

That reason for evicting Drew

[Dixie Crawford]

what is wrong with going after someone who wants to go after you in games

[Sam Wallace]

I know you were helpful in keeping Kristen and myself safe several times. As for the high horse comments, yes the attitude you had was annoying but I think we all get like that at times and it was more me being pissed that I was losing lol and obviously I never meant it personally. As far as keeping Ryan; lots of things, Kristen wanting him to stay, being loosely aligned with him, keeping a bigger target in the game and I thought he would help get Rhian out (which after GM was evicted became my goal, sorry Rhian )I fully believe 100% that you had my back before anyone else but at the same time I knew you were never going to willingly let Rhian go either and I had to make a move against Rhian cause I knew sooner or later she would come for me or Kristen. Unfortunately making a move against Rhian meant making one against you and I'm sorry for that and the things I've said and anything else you may be upset about

[Dixie Crawford]

Your comments about me in general (the ~power I thrived on~) came way before our fallout in the game. You and Kristen both acted as though I was suspicious and possibly dangerous down the line. X__X (When I kept reiterating I wanted you both to go really far) So idk whether you didn't believe me or what .. but reading that was lulzy when I spent majority of the game tryna push u 2 ahead.
whatever let's move on!!